No More Tears, I Surrender
I can’t even remember the beginning
it was all a whirlwind. A one line
text from my baby sister, bypass surgery
on Monday. It was hard to keep up with the
ins and outs, hours, days and nights turned
into months. God in action left me
sometimes staring not even praying.
There were fears and echoes of prayers
but faith brought us closer together from
every corner of the globe. She was never
alone, not one day or night.
We witnessed poking and sticking
large black blue and purple bruises
pain and unconsciousness
struggle breathing. Outward scars not
healing. Father, You took me through twists
and turns, several storms and left
me heavy chested and broken-
hearted. But it is not about me, Father
what about my sister? I surrender!
I began to stand on Faith, not fear and
started to thank my Holy Father for her healing.
After several tiresome months and days,
There was a flicker of the Gift of Life.
With love spilling over, I asked
is that my beautiful bright-eyed sister?
And I got a knowing smile, awkward but knowing.
A confirmation that His Grace is sufficient
to raise us, heal us - in spirit, mind, body and soul.
And I glorified His name. I tasted victory and
asked everyone to sing with me
“How Great is Our God!
Like sheep without a shepherd
unfamiliar voices, unfamiliar names
I did not utter a sound,
when I lifted my voice in a song
of praise- to my creator.
I could hardly go beyond –
calling Him by an unfamiliar name
but they could not steal the secrets
of my heart, my spirit, and my soul
so my heart prayed- in the language of the Holy Spirit
then I learned
the language- that I was given,
because I couldn’t pray- in the
language- that was stolen-
prayed and prays.
Your ancestors are from, England,
Germany, Spain, Sweden, Russia etc.,
I don’t have that privilege. My ancestors are from Africa, a
continent of many nations.
We are the only people who cannot
call on God, our creator -in our
native language, our mother tongue.
We don’t know which country
or tribe, our ancestors are from.
Still my heart prayed and prays to Jesus.
© Elizabeth Brooks
Elizabeth P. Brooks is originally from Trinidad and Tobago and now calls Tampa Bay home. She is deeply concerned about human dignity and the need for social justice. She is outgoing, loves the sound of laughter and the power of the word. She is a performance poet and has had several poems and two non-fiction essays published in Indiana Voice Journal. She is the author of a recently published chapbook ,“You May Applaud Now and other poems” and she is currently working on a novel and many other projects. Elizabeth is a reference librarian at Saint Leo University in Dade City, Fla., and volunteers as an adult literacy tutor in Tampa. She is a contributor to the Huffington Post. Elizabeth writes the column "A Call to Love" for Spirit Fire Review. You can visit Elizabeth at her Facebook page here: Elizabeth Brooks